You aren’t a failure! You can do it!! & trust me I know that feeling - I had to write my 40pg thesis last week… and I felt soooooo bad for not knowing how to start. & being melodramatic is good :D Buena suerte! :)
Dude, that is intense! Got your work cut out for ya, sending many positive vibes your way chava! Thanks for humoring my lazyness ;D